During Lent last year, one of my pastors at that time, Amanda Larson, asked me to teach a roving Bible study when she couldn’t be there one night. As I prepared, using the materials she provided, one of her questions was “Do you know the meaning of your name?”. I said ‘yes’ to myself, thinking that John meant “beloved”. I started to move on, but that small voice inside my head said “Are you sure?”. I was pretty sure I was right as this was something I recall being told long ago. So I went out to the internet and found that I was — WRONG!!! Have I mentioned that I hate it when that happens? John actually means “God is Gracious”. Those words are so true. God has been incredibly gracious to me. Please read the first couple of chapters of my journey to learn more. To finish this story, I have taken several opportunities to reflect on my name since then. I realize how well it fits me and my life and I realize how truly blessed I am. Amanda’s one little question led me to write this song. I hope you enjoy it.
“God is Gracious”
Do you know the meaning of this name my parents gave to me
John means “God is Gracious”, I’m thankful that it’s true
They could not have named me better if my life they’d have foreseen
Saved by that grace, it’s clear to me, I must tell you
God is gracious, God is kind
God is yours, and God is mine
I may not see God just as you do
But that’s OK, part of God’s way, for me and you
Why do we get so caught up in the things we think we have to do
To earn a spot in heaven, if we only just knew how
My experience has shown me God’s right here with me and you
Here in this time and in this place, God’s here right now
God is gracious, God is near
Not somewhere else, but always here
I may not feel God just as you do
But that’s OK, part of God’s way, for me and you
Could it be we’re searching for something that’s always been a part
Of all we’ve ever been and all we’re ever gonna be
My life’s been so much better since I pledged to give my heart
My soul, my will, to do God’s work, try it and see
God is gracious, God is love
Right here on earth, not up above
I may not hear God just as you do
But that’s OK, part of God’s way, for me and you
God is gracious, God loves all
Open your heart, and hear God’s call
I may not worship just as you do
But that’s OK, part of God’s way, for me and you
Copyright John Lage, Jr. December 18, 2010 All rights reserved.
